im so tired of feeling like a failure...

after not releasing my album this September because the music got slammed by the press as "cheap and tone-deaf" and slamming me for "pilling on the pounds" over the summer. It got me thinking.
Where am I going in my life?

And so I took a long hard look at my self in the mirror, Im gonna change the direction, Im gonna sprout my wings and fly. Im in control of my life.

January 2009.
1) New image. (weight loss, new hair cut, ect.)
2) Meetings with RCA, Jive Records, Zomba, Syco, Osbrink Talent Agency
3) Audition for 2009 X Factor.
4) Start recording a new album
5) Start filming Noel Smith Project

im so tired of sitting back in life waiting for something to happen...
when i could be out there making it happen...